I'm so excited, I want to throw up. I cried when I got the email. I'm going to cry again when I get the letter in the mail. I don't know what to do with myself.
My audition was yesterday, I can't believe how quickly they got back to me - the email was sent at 530 yesterday afternoon! -whistles- The audition felt good. It felt like the best audition I'd ever had. And that, my friends, is a phenomenal feeling. Especially given my track record of auditions. To be honest, I usually crap out completely, lose my mind. I was sure I'd cry yesterday, on the way to the school, at the school, before the audition, after the audition. But I felt great, and I think that's because I felt prepared. I knew what I was doing. Yay college :) Now to work on the financial stuff - lots of scholarship applications to get working on.
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In other news, we had off today and I did nothing with the extra time save for sleep in, shovel, and freak out about college. Of course. After the excitement wore off I kind of just sat around for a while, read through peoples' facebooks, creeped. Of course. I know the excitement will come back tomorrow when I see my friends, but at the moment everything's pretty neutral. I'm Switzerland at the moment. And I happen to know that some people haven't been having the greatest times lately. I found this on youtube a while ago and sent it to some who I thought could use it. I found it again today, and it made me feel good about life. Somehow, little weird quirky things like this do that to me. All the time. So this? This is for Eva, this is for Shelby. This is for whoever needs it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRLQx9ceKLo
Let it help you.
3 comments:
First, I am not a creeper commenting on your blog. I did arrive at your blog through "normal" means. Congrats one more time for getting accepted to WCU, I know you will do well and be happy there. I don't really have more to say, so cheers and I'll see you around.
Thank you, Ang. This means the world to me. And that did help. I honestly can't believe how amazing and wonderful you are sometimes. I love you, with all of my heart, soul, and mind. Thank you.
This did help. You, just you...help. I am missing a few people whose presence is simply a balm to me: you, aubrey, and another...you know. Let's keep reaching out to each other because it always makes things better.
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