babe, you're not lost.

rhythm x aged out

memorial tattoo

performing

guitar jams on the quad

wildflowers

abstract fingerpaints

self-discipline

crown aged out

corps and wgi

I have been having a great deal of trouble finding my own passion. I am so inspired by members of corps and wgi, by grad students and undergrad students here who kick their own asses every day, by people who keep themselves in shape, by people who love what they do. Truly love what they do. To the point that they cry when they do it. I am honestly inspired. I get energy from that, from hearing those stories. It makes me want to have that, it makes me think that I might have that inside me. I can see it in so many people, in their eyes and in their auras, the fire that they have burning inside them for the thing that they love. And I'm trying to find my own, because I know I can't feed off of other peoples' forever. I have to have my own. It has to be somewhere. My own self-discipline and determination, my own fire burning inside me. I know I've felt it before. I need to feel it for the things that I have to do every day. I need to bring out my own inspiration. I need to light my own fire. I need to find my own passion, my own passionate energy.